Tears feat. Park Jaebum..

The white starlight, the black darkness..
is pushing me away from far..

I opened my eyes..Walk to the room..Opened the blue-black laptop with a hope..A hope that..
I can see something like..
‘Park Jaebum will comeback’..With a light hope, I do it..But the dark I see..
‘JYPE Announces that Park Jaebum will not comeback to 2PM’..
I smirk..I smile..I quiet..I bit my lower lips..I sighed..I am teary..
Yes, I am facing the reality..
The reality which made my self fly away..

When I look at you with my smile..
I always become farther apart..

Yeah..Looks at your picture..
Smiling eyes..
With a recap with all your memories..
When 2PM is all about SEVEN members..

The blue sky has dyed you..
Before you find out about my love..

When media asked “Who is your ideal type?”..Taecyeon answered :
“My ideal type is Jaebum-hyung..Kekekeke..”

When they asked “If you’re a girl and you want to date one of the members,who will you choose?”. Their answers is,
“Jaebum-hyung.He take care a girl very well..”

When you want to poke Taecyeon’s cheek.You said,
“Taecyeon-ah, sarangahae..”

Don't feel bad for me, if you understand my tears..
you will be able to laugh too..

Wooyoung said on his Cyworld,
“2PM is not about 7 members. We are ONE..”

When they wrote their thanks to in 1:59 PM..
Nichkhun said,
even though we have lost one of the biggest parts of our lives…Jay…wherever you are..know that we couldn’t have gotten this far without you.. we always hope that you are well and healthy.. and we’re always missing you… hoping one day we can all sit down and laugh at what had happened in our lives… until then, WE WILL make you PROUD.”

Junho said,
once we think we are family, it is an eternal thing. 2PM, Jay Junsu Khun Taec Wooyoung Chan, whatever may happen. we are 2PM. whatever people say, we are 2pm forever. yes we heard so many words. But, we’ve got to stand tall. To tide over a crisis, guys show people all the things what we reorganized!

Chansung said,
I am afraid that whether I often did not realize the importance of you. My bros. I feel always shame and sorry…you stand by me, really thankful and thankful bros. 2PM.

Junsu said,
2PM babies, Jay Khun Taec Woooyoung Junho Chan, I love you all..

Taecyeon said,
2PM! Jay Junsu Khun Wooyoung Junho Chan, we can overcome this hardship. 2PM Fighting!

6 boys have said,
“Album title 1:59 PM means we are waiting for Jaebum-hyung..”

You’ve said in Wild Bunny once,
“We’re all along together..”

Seulong have ever said,
“We OneDay,including Jaebum who is not here today is a Jewel..”

JoKwon have stated,
“I will cry whenever I think of Jaebum..”

And that’s what our tears for..
It’s for you Jay..I hope you’ll understand..
And I know you will..

You leave so many memories..
I only think about you..

When you’re mad at your Taecyeonnie, you said,
“He didn’t bring us dried mango when he come back from US..”
“Let’s hide Taecyeon’s underwear that he wears today..”
“Taecyeonnie need to go to jail..”

When Wooyoung asked your opinion about the night escape, you said,
“As a leader, I’ll fire all of you..”

When Junho wear a skinny jeans, you said,
“Why did you have that?You can’t produce a baby in the future..”

When you’re at the illegal download conference, you said,
“I am your leader,just follow me. I’m always right..”

When you are so passionate, you’ll said,
“Let’s expose Wooyoung..”

When Wooyoung,Taecyeon and Chansung along with JoKwon and Seulong to build DEG, you’ve commented,
“As a member and leader, I feel so embarrass..”

You like to scratch yourself in an interview..Are you nervous Jay?

You’ve stated once,
“I miss the time when people said that I am young..”

You DO look young, Jay…

You have your own broadcasting part..
Whe you do your, ‘When I Seduce Jessica’ slot..
You look like a shy-nervous-but-I-want-her boy..
All thanks to Taecyeon..

The rest of 2PM members like to watch porn at night, but NOT you..

You’ve clear the rumors that you are short. You said,
“I’m not short. It just the members are too tall. Especially when I’s between Chansung and Taecyeon..”

When you’re facing the big saga, you’ve stated,
“I’m sorry, I have to leave..”
“To all my 2PM brothers, I love you..”
“Only fans can save my careers..”
“I will comeback as a better person..”

All about you and yourself is just so memorable..
Park Jaebum..

Over there, like that…
That love I will now...I love you..

“Jaebum-hyung, we’ll wait for you..”
-Taecyeon-

“To my closest friend, who have be a trainee with me for four years, I love you..”
-Junsu-

“Jaebum-hyung, saranghae..”
-Chansung-

-From MAMA 09-

A/N: Okay..This is random..Nothing related to my actual story..NOTHING! This is just a random..My fandom..Dedicated to only leadja Park Jaebum..A tribute to him..At least, I do something for him..I'm not that bad..I keep my love in it..This is inspired by SNSD's Tears..JaySica is OTP..I am their shipper..*i'm start going too far* I don't know if this is one-shot or drabbles or some ridiculous thingy from my thought..I my first trial is worst..I'm start to regret to post this..*shakes head,hide behind the wall* This is worst isn't it?But this is from my heart..Crap I am embarrass..Remember,this is nothing to do with my story..So,should I try to write another one-shot after this -h-so-shakes-head-lets-hide-this-worst-trial??

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"Jaebum..I love you manggg..Always.."