.::Chapter 42::. Time to Love

“Hey..So how’s both of you???”,Key said excitedly to Eunra and Taecyeon as both of them reached school. “What do you mean perv?’,Eunra said annoyingly to him. “Taec just got back right?You surely…”. “We just sleep last night.I don’t even have a time to talk with Taec.I’m so tired when I back home last night”,Eunra said as she started to walked leaving the others behind. “What’s with her actually?”,Key said as he looked at her. “Maybe she’s still tired.She’s not home the whole day yesterday”,Taecyeon said while his face a bit change. “I thought she miss Taec a lot”,Onew whisper to Haejin and she just nodded. “Unnie is weird.Is it she didn’t miss Taec oppa?”,Younin said to herself. “Let’s go to class then.It will start in a short time”,Taecyeon said as he walked towards his class. “I smell something fishy here”,Nichkhun said and shook his head.

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“Taec,the dried mango you bring from the State is jjang.You are my legend seriously”,Jaebum while give his silly smile to him. “I know you hyung.But once you go to State,you should bring me some too”,Taecyeon said jokingly to him. “But seriously in this case,how I wish Chansung is not living with us”,Onew said. “Why dubu?You sounds mean”,Taecyeon said with a laugh. “Yeah,why not?He almost finish all of them.I think I should lock him in store”,Onew complained again. “Did he take your chicken breast too?”,Taecyeon asked him again. “He did it very well Taec”,Onew said while give a glare at Chansung.The maknae just give a silly smile to Onew and Taecyeon.The others just laughed at him. “You guys are lucky enough because Eunra didn’t leave with you”,Seulmi said still with a laugh. “Oh,if she did,the all of us will die because of starving”,Jaebum said jokingly. “Annyeong…”,Eunra come to approached them. “All of you look super happy?What’s up?”,she continued. “Nothing.We just talk bad about our shikshins”,Nichkhun said. “Shikshins?I must be included then”,she said while make a sad face. “Awww,did you sad?We’re talking not that bad”,Taecyeon said to her. “Good then”,she replied shortly. “Umm Taec.And also the others.I’ll not go home together with all of you.I have something to do.So,don’t wait for me”,Eunra said. “Need me to accompany you?”,Taecyeon asked her concernedly. “Just get a rest at home”,she answered.

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“Woo!Woo!Jang Wooyoung!”,Nichkhun yelled in front of Wooyoung’s house. “Yeah..Oh Khun..Why so loud?”,Wooyoung appear at the door with Seulmi and asked him curiously. “Why so loud?I think you need to check your door bell.I ring it like forever but no one opened the door.Or did you do something in there until you didn’t hear me?”,Nichkhun asked anxiously and looked at both Wooyoung and Seulmi. “What are you talking about perv?Just go in!”,Wooyoung said and pushed Nichkhun inside of the house. “What brings you here?”,Seulmi asked Nichkhun. “Ahhh,I go to my friend house just know and I was walking by our house so I think I should drop by here.Plus,I miss Woo so much”,Nichkhun said with a small laugh.He laughed even harder when Seulmi gives him a disgusted face. “Hahahaha!Seulmi,you should know the legend of WooKhun though”,Khun said and looked at Wooyoung. “Stop it Khun.It’s the past.No I have my sweetie”,Wooyoung said and hold Seulmi. “So…Both of you…”. “NO!”,Wooyoung and Nichkhun shouted in unison. “Okay..I know you’re joking.So Khun,have you eat?”,she asked Nichkhun.The Thai Prince just nodded. “Seulmi,what’s wrong with Eunra?”,Nichkhun asked Seulmi seriously. “Uh?I don’t get you”,she said. “I mean…She looks cold these days.Look at how he treat Taec.It doesn’t seems like how she treat him before”,Nichkhun gives an explanation.”Yeah Seul…I notice it too.And I think since Taec back from Boston,everything has changed.Plus,she always have something to do”,Wooyoung said and face his girlfriend. “Don’t block my sight Woo”,Khun said jokingly. “I don’t know too.I’m even surprised about this.And usually,if she really have something to do,she’ll tell what it is.But recently,she didn’t do that”,Seulmi said with confusion. “Then there must be something wrong”,the so-called WooKhun said in unison.

Nichkhun walked alone on that night on the way to the boys house.When he walked along the bridge,cross the river and passing a bench where a girl sit on it.After passing it,he felt some thing and turned back. “I think I have meet her before”,Nichkhun said to himself.He walked back towards the bench and sit besides the girl. “Uh??You…”. The girl look back at him. “Uh?Khun oppa…What are you… I’m dead”,she finished her sentence in her heart. “I think I’m the who should asked you that.What are you doing here Eunra?”,Nichkhun asked her while she looks worry. “I just…” “Just tell me the truth.Don’t lie.I thought you believe me”,he said sadly. “Oppa…I”. Then Nichkhun stop her. “Let me asked you something.Is it me or you really act cold toward Taec these days?”,Nichkhun and his question totally makes Eunra stunned. “Did he do something bad to you?Did he cheat on you?”. Eunra shook her head. “No oppa.I’m the one who cheat on him”,she said sadly and look to the ground. “What?With whom?”,he asked with a surprise feeling.Then she tell the whole story about Dongwoon and her. “God,why he must exist in your life?Who else know about this?”,Nichkhun asked concernedly. “Only you”. “So,are you going to hang out,go home at late night,give an irrelevant excuses to avoid him,hurt him?That’s not the best way to solve problem shikshin”,Nichkhun said softly. “So what’s the best?”. “Go and tell him the truth”. Eunra just keep quiet. “You love him right?Look,don’t hurt him and yourself.Let him understand the whole situation.Just imagine if he knows from the others.He’ll feel so hurt. “I don’t dare…”. “But you have to.Look at me.I’m always behind you whatever happened.Trust me.Let KhunRa be real even just once okay?”,he said and gives his epic wink to Eunra. “Ah oppa,why must Dongwoon and not you?”,she said jokingly. “Now you smile.Keep it shikshin”,he said. “Oppa,how I’m going to live without Taec soon?”,she asked seriously. “Remember when Key asked me about me feeling for Taec?I said I like him right?”,she said and make a flashback.Nichkhun nodded. “I think I’m start to love him.I feel lost now.I think my life is miserable.Sometimes I feel something that I don’t feel when I’m with Dongwoon”,she said almost crying. “You can have my shoulder to lean on”,Nichkhun said and watch Eunra lean her head on his shoulder while he hold her hand tightly.

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“Jinnie!Follow me! Let’s go to toilet nowwww! I need to wash my face.I am hella sleepy!”,Younin yelled at Haejin who just followed her to the toilet. “Yeah,I know…Just wait for me.Or you can go first if you want”,Haejin said.Then they across an empty class but a conversation really catch their attention.

“…couple ring?Isn’t it too early for this?”
“But she really want this.You know she knows a lot about you.Here it is”
“Hey,this is not the time yet.I can’t accept this”
“She need you for dinner tonight.She’ll pick us at school”
“What?Wait,I…”
“I’ve say yes.And you said that you’ll not reject any invitation right?”
“Yes but…”
“Wear this”

Younin and Haejin peek into the class but the result really stopped their heartbeat.They saw Dongwoon wear a ring on Eunra’s left hand finger.

“So thank you much,Dongwoon”

Then she walked out from the class.Then she accidently meet hit Younin and Haejin when the girls try to run away.She looks shocked. “Haejin…Younin…Did you hear that?Well,let me explain everything.It’s not what you think.It’s…”. “Couple ring.It tells everything unnie.Now I know why you act cold towards Taecyeon oppa.You got what you want all this time huh?I don’t know that you’re this worst.You’re flirt unnie! I think you are a good person.How dare you did it to Taecyeon oppa?Don’t you feel sorry for him?I hate you unnie!Let’s go Haejin!”,Younin yelled at Eunra and pulled Haejin with her.Eunra just stunned and feel like she wants to cry.

A/N : Oh my shupahh shorry for the late update..I am so/freaking busy this week.Oh my that real KhunRa is here!!!! Whihiiiii..This is epic mangg~I insert WooKhun though.Hohohoho..xD DongDong must be kicked out as soon as possible..But I'm still spazzing on KhunRa though..xP But,let me tell you a thing..
There MIGHT be NO update this week because on 23rd (a day after 2PM babies comeback) I have a camp in the jungle mungle..xDDD Oh mang I'm soooo essited..^^ So,NO update MAYBE...^^

.::Chapter 41::. I Have To...

“Do I really need to follow you?”,Eunra asked Dongwoon as he reached her house. “For the sake of my mother”,he said and look into her eyes.She release a heavy sighed. “Just act naturally like how we are a few month ago okay?don’t worry,I’ll guide you if you feel awkward”,he said with a wink. “How can he act like this?Without any awkward?”,he speak in her heart. “She knows nothing?”,she asked Dongwoon. “She?Who?Knows what?”,he asked back.She rolled her eyes. “Your mother. Mrs.Son and about us”,she explain. “About us?”. “Oh please don’t act dumb Dongwoon.About us has been break up.Not a couple anymore.She knows it or not?”,she asked seriously.Dongwoon stunned and keep quiet. “Answer me”. He shook his head. “No,she’s not”,he said while look on the ground. “Good”,she said with a smirk. “Lying on her.Do you think we can make she feel better?”. “At least this is the only thing that we can do”.

“Annyeong…”,she greet Son’s family politely as she arrived at Son’s resident. “Eunra…Finally…I miss you.It has been a long time since I meet you”,Mrs.Son said as she hugged Eunra tightly.That makes she miss her mother a lot and she feels touched. “Ummm…It has been a long time since we meet each other.How are you now?”,she asked. “You probably know about me from Dongwoon already.I will…”. “Eomma enough.I told you nothing will be worst.You’re going to live for last long”,Dongwoon said as he cut Mrs.Son. “Unnie!!! I miss you!!”,Hyuna said and hugged Eunra tightly. “Hyuna,you hugged her too tight”,Dongwoon said and smile. “Seems like you love Eunra unnie so much oppa.Okay…Mianhae”,Hyuna said and her words totally made Eunra and Dongwoon awkward.They just give a fake smile. “Dongwoon,take Eunra to living room first.I will prepare everything”,Mrs.Son said and head to the kitchen. “Umm,let me…”. “No need to Eunra.You are my special guest today”,Mrs.Son said honestly.

Eunra keep looking at her watch. “Do you have another plan today?”,Dongwoon asked her as she looked at the ‘busy-looking-at-watch-Eunra’. “Well,Taecyeon is back today.So…”. “I’m sorry”,Dongwoon said. “For what?”. “Yeah,because of me,you can’t go to see Taecyeon at airport.You must be a bit disappointed and so is him right?”,he said.She just nodded her head. “You are not going to call or text him?”,he asked.And now,she shook her head. “I don’t want him or the others ask me this and that.I just couldn’t find any answer to their question”,she said and sighed. “I just born to bring a saga in your life”,Dongwoon said. “Nah,don’t think like that.It just…Everything has happened already”,she replied him. “And how about you?Will you tell him about us?’,Dongwoon asked her.She sighed again. “That’s the problem now.Whether I should tell him or not.Or..Just keep this a secret between us”,she explained. “You seems like so many things to talk about”,Mrs.Son who come out from the kitchen with Hyuna approach them.

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Meanwhile,Wooyoung,Seulmi and the others already at airport to pick Taecyeon at the airport. “Seulmi nuna,where’s Eunra nuna?”,Chansung asked curiously. “I don’t even know.She do text me but she just said something has come up.She really need to cover it up but don’t ask me what it is.I don’t know”,Seulmi said. “Taecyeon oppa must be a bit sad”,Younin said. “Taecyeonnie!!!”,Onew suddenly yelled.They look around and saw a tall figure wave at them. “Annyeong…Whoa,I miss all of you already”,he said as he looked at them one by one. “Taec,I want my dried mango!”,Jay said while checking Taecyeon here and there. “And where’s my Eunra?”,taecyeon asked curiously. “Something has come up.She need to solve it.By the way,give us dried mango,Taec”,Wooyoung said and officially joined Jaebum. “Even Wooyoung…”,Seulmi said and shake her head. “So how’s your family there?”,Nichkhun asked him. “They’re okay.But I miss Korea…”. “And Eunra”,all of them said and unison.He stunned then smile. “Who not…”

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“So,it’s time for me to go back.Thanks for everything ahjumma”,Eunra said politely. “Do come here often Eunra.It’ll be a pleasure for me”,Mrs.Son said. “Yeah unnie.Do come here.Not only eomma and me but Dongwoon oppa will miss you too”,Hyuna said with her naughty smile.Eunra and Dongwoon looked at each other awkwardly. “We can meet at school you whiny”,Dongwoon said and smacked Hyuna’s head. “Eomma,I go to send Eunra to the gate first”,Dongwoon said and Mrs.Son just nodded.Once when they reach the gate,Dongwoon talked something to her. “Your acting skill is not that bad at all.Congratulations”,he said with a smile.She smiled too. “All thanks to you.Okay,I need to go now”. “Need me to send you home?”,he asked and she shook. “Yeah,Taec is waiting.I forgot.Thanks for all but still sorry”,he said honestly. “It’s okay but remember that I do this for your mother only”.

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Do I really dare to hurt Taecyeon?
Do I really dare to leave Taecyeon just like that?
Do I really dare to hurt Hyomin when she knows that I will clash with Taec?
What will the others feel about this?
Will they mad at me likes crazy?
Will the whole school hate me if they know I’m ‘cheating on Taec?
Will one of them will come and comfort me?
Can I live without Taec after this?
And who is my true destined love?

A countless question appear in Eunra’s mind.She walked to a place with a daze in her heart. “Unnie!!!”,someone shouted to her,. “Hey Hyomin!!OMG,I miss you”,she said and hugged Hyomin then bring her to the nearest bench. “Where is Taecyeon oppa?”,the little girl asked her. “He’s at home.He just got back from State so he was tired nod he’s resting at home now.Seems like you only miss Taecyeon oppa”,Eunra said while pretend to be sulking. “Unnie…No,it just…Nothing.I love both of you equally”. “But will you hate me if I’m not with Taecyeon oppa anymore?”,she asked Hyomin. “What do you mean?”,the girl asked. “Yeah,if I will break up with him and not his girlfriend anymore.Will you hate me?”. “I can’t accept it that easy unnie.I will be super disappointed.But I don’t think I can see the end of both of you.I will…” . “You start it again.No,you will not die.The key for someone’s life is their spirit.And you should keep your spirit and I promised you I’ll invite you when I’m married and I will take care of you Minnie”,Eunra said with her almost-teary-eyes as she cut Hyomin. “Thanks unnie.You are so kind hearted”,Hyomin said and smile.Eunra look into her eyes and have a mixed feeling.

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“Annyeong…”,Eunra said as she enter her house.She get no respond.The light is still on but no one answer her.She head to the living room and see someone sleep on the couch. “Taec…”,she called for him slowly.Still no respond from him.She sit beside the couch and stare at Taecyeon’s sleeping face like how the first time she saw Taecyeon sleep before.Her heart beat fast as she saw his face.She feel touched.She realized that she might not the best for him. “Eunra…”,Taecyeon’s mouth stuttered her name.She shocked. “Yes Taec…”. Then Taecyeon wake up as soon as he hear her voice. “Oh shikshin.I’m waiting for you like forever.Where did you go?”,he asked concernedly. “To my friend house.No worry.Nothing serious”,she said with a smile. “I have…” . “I’m tire Taec.Can we continue on other day?”,she said as her heart is hurt to say that.God knows how she really want to spent a time with Taecyeon.He nodded. “Okay,you even looked super tired.I go to bed first”,he said and walked into his room. “He must be offend”,her heart speak up. “Taec…”,she called him as she hold his hand. “I’m so sorry if I have to make you hurt”,she said slowly but enough for Taecyeon to hear it. “What do you mean?Hey,I understand you shikshin.You are tired and so am I.We’ll spend our time together tomorrow or another day.Don’t worry.Go and have your rest shikshin”,he said honestly and smile.

“I do said I’m sorry if I have to make you hurt Taec…I have to…”,she said as Taecyeon enter his room.

A/N : Save!Save!Save!OMG..Finally I have finished this chapter..I am so mad when this laptop act violent towards me..All my stuff was/were/is/are missing and will not coming back..My pics,vids,ff, i did said ALL right?Then ALL...How good..*shakes head,cry in corner*..Sorry for this horrible chapter everyone but seriously I faint like 2893747539587823748 times when I write this chap seriously..rofl..Shorry-shawty again everyone..*hide behind the wall* See you in next chap..Comments are/is love as usual..xD

.::Chapter 40::. His Crush and Another Proposal

“Ahhh…My life will turn into a crap without him”,Eunra said while looked at her cup that contain coffee and sighed. “Just be patient.Just a week unnie.A week”,Younin said. “Ahhh..It just 15 minutes since we send Taecyeon oppa just now and unnie has been like this?I wonder how she will strive it for a week.It’s not impossible if she turn into a zombie”,Haejin said and that makes the others laugh. “What are you afraid for shikshin?”,Seulmi asked her. “I don’t know”. The others just shook their head. “Is this what we call the power of love?”,Jaebum said randomly. “Yes”,Seulmi,Wooyoung,Younin,Chansung,Haejin and Onew said in unison. “Geez”,Jaebum,Key,Nichkhun and Junho said in unison with a big sigh. “Kids nowadays are crazy about love”,Nichkhun said. “To be truth,I’m afraid to see shikshin just quiet like this”,Key said and the others nodded. “Don’t be scared.I’ll talk as much as I can”,Eunra said and everyone was shocked. “She did hear us”,Junho said.

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“Junho ah..Why are you so late??We wait for you like forever you know!Where did you go??”,Key scolded Junho as soon as he arrived. “I..I..I..I go to dance room”,Junho answered stutteredly. “What?Junho,I don’t think we have any training today.Why did you go there?”,Jaebum asked confusedly.Junho stunned by Jaebum’s word.He can feel that Eunra looked at him with a naughty smile. “Oppa,maybe he need or really need to see someone.Not for training.At least,he is here now even if this mini-Bi didn’t even tell us anything.Let’s go,I’m hungry”,Eunra officially become Junho’s life-saver at that time.She lead Junho but stopped as Junho hold her hand.She shocked. “Jun…” . “I wanna tell you something.Let the others walked in front first”,Junho said as he release Eunra’s hand. “You seriously makes me scared babo!”,she said and smirk at him.As the others has left the 2 without they knew it,Junho start to speak. “I think I need your help.Or…At least what you think about this”. “What?”. “Do you know why I go to the dance room just now?”,Junho asked her. “How on earth I will know when I’m not there.What a question you ask me?”,Eunra said half-madly to him. “I don’t know how to tell you”. “Just speak.Oh My God.Do you ever feel awkward with me??Oh God,don’t you ever tell me that you have a feeling for me and now you want to confess.I gotta g…”. “Shikshin!!What the heck are you talking about??!Just hear me first!”.

“What??Her??God,why her???Junnie,are you out of your mind???”,Eunra said and yelled to Junho. “Yah,it just me and you and why do you need to yell like that?I can hear you very well”,Junho scolded Eunra. “Okay,do you know who are you talking about?”,she asked him.He nodded. “Do you know how she behave to a boy?”,she asked again. “I think so”,he said with a nodded. “Then,why her?Shinhwa got a lot of girls Junnie”,she said. “But she is hella close with you shikshin.She is not that bad at all”,Junho said. “You dumb!That is me.Who wouldn’t be so nice with me?And I am a girl.Hello Mr.Lee Junho,I have talked with her when you and Key are there.And did she approach you?No right?And did she ever approach you in dance training?”,she asked Junho.He shook his head. “But she is…”. “Close with me so you want me to help you?”,Eunra cut him. “I love your brain shikshin”. “You are the most lucky Lee right now because you have this oh-so-ahmazzingly-smart Lee over here”,she said and smirk. “But why her?”,she asked. “She is different you know.She is like the reflection of you but of course she is way too better.She looks different.I mean yeah,she is funny,friendly and likes to make people jokes while her physical appearance especially her face did not say that.Just like you”,Junho said with his daydream smile. “And do you really need to compare her with me???”,she widened her eyes. “Let’s go home.I believe in you shikshin”,Junho said and lead her. “Why her Junnie?Why Kim Hyoyeon??”,she said alone.

Time fly away as usual.Eunra is still alone at her house without Taecyeon who is still leaving for Boston.She was sitting in the living room with her laptop,waiting someone to approach her.Suddenly,someone ‘buzz-ing’ her.

okcatrat_taec : Hello my lady!
shiktoshin_eun : Hello my beast!
okcatrat_taec : What a mean!Wow,you’re on net so early today?Hey,have you finished your works?
shiktoshin_eun : I have finished it already Taec.You’re lucky that you don’t have to do any works.Hey,when will you back?
okcatrat_taec : I smell that someone is missing me already.Well,tomorrow I will sweetie.No need to worry.Once when I back,we can do what we want to.
shiktoshin_eun : Let me confess.I miss you Taec.It’s a crap to live alone here.Comeback pleaseeee!!!
okcatrat_taec : Hahaha! I don’t even know that I’ll drive you that crazy.Okay,I’ll comeback soon.Any news?
shiktishin_eun : Junho…
okcatrat_taec : What’s with him?
shiktoshin_eun : He likes someone and now he wants me to help him.He is crazy.
okcatrat_taec : Who?Just help him,he is your soulmate right?
shiktoshin_eun : Yeah,I don’t mind it.But she his Hyo.I mean Hyoyeon.She is known to be cold to boys Taec.I know her since I moved to Shinhwa.I know her very well..Just like Mimi and me.
okcatrat_taec : Oh Hyo..I’ve heard about her from Jay hyung and Junho himself.Use your almighty-power-of-Hyo’s-friend to help Junho shikshin.
[someone ring the bell]
shiktoshin_eun : Taec,I think someone is coming.I gotta off now.We’ll continue later.Can’t wait for your comeback tomorrow.Bye Taec.Miss you…
okcatrat_taec : Okay.Miss you too.

shiktoshin_eun is offline.

“This person is seriously come at the very wrong time”,Eunra mumbled as he go to open the door. “Can I he…”,she stopped as she saw the person who come at that night. “Hi”. “Dongwoon…”,she said. “What do you want?Hurt me again?!”,she asked coldly. “Look,I really have something to said and this is very important.That is why I come at this late night”,Dongwoon said.For some reasons,Eunra believe him and let him inside. “Take a seat,I go get some drink”,she said as she walked to the kitchen. “No”,Dongwoon said as he hold Eunra’s hand and awkwardly release it. “Okay what brings you here?”. “I don’t know how I was going to pull it out from my mouth but,is it possible for me to have you as my girl back?”,Dongwoon said.Eunra smirked at him. “What?You still have a face to said it?After what you have done to me?and for your information Mr.Son Dongwoon,I’m not available anymore.I am Taecyeon’s girlfriend now.And…”. “I know.I know your relationship with Taec.I am change now after what happened between us.But this is for my mom”,he said slowly.Eunra keep quiet. “She’s back with my father and Hyuna the day before yesterday and I was told that she’s having a breast cancer.I dodn’t know she’ll live for how long but yeah,she will go one day.And doctor tells my father that never makes my mom stress and she told me that she really want to see either Hyuna or me married.And if I’m the first,she really want me to ended up with you.Only you.She claimed you for me.I don’t know what to say cause I love her Eunra.I don’t want to lose her.I know you love her too”,Dongwoon explained everything.Eunra could feel the sadness in every single words from him. “You’re lying.Don’t use your mom as the reason to…”. “Look at this”,he said as he passed a letter to Eunra.She opened and read it.After finished it,she closed her mouth with her hand and look at the letter while her eyes was widened and teary.She remembered all the kind things that Mrs.Son do to her and the way she treat her. “Dongwoon…”.

Thousand kilometers from Incheon,Korea, a boy who is in his home at Boston smile happily after finished chatting with his girl.He is try to reach a glass of water in his desk but his hand beat something and a frame of photo fell on the floor.The frame was broken into a thousand pieces.He take a look at the frame.There was a picture of him with someone.Someone that he misses the most.Someone that live with him.Someone that he just chatted with just now.Someone who is to be known as his girlfriend.

A/N: I'm sorry for the shupahh late update again..Today is my Hyukbaby brithday sooo..Yeah..And from this chap,you'll see the real conflict will come up soon..Will come up..Just stay tuned..And thsi story will be longer than my previous one..Comments are love..xD