.::Chapter 41::. I Have To...

“Do I really need to follow you?”,Eunra asked Dongwoon as he reached her house. “For the sake of my mother”,he said and look into her eyes.She release a heavy sighed. “Just act naturally like how we are a few month ago okay?don’t worry,I’ll guide you if you feel awkward”,he said with a wink. “How can he act like this?Without any awkward?”,he speak in her heart. “She knows nothing?”,she asked Dongwoon. “She?Who?Knows what?”,he asked back.She rolled her eyes. “Your mother. Mrs.Son and about us”,she explain. “About us?”. “Oh please don’t act dumb Dongwoon.About us has been break up.Not a couple anymore.She knows it or not?”,she asked seriously.Dongwoon stunned and keep quiet. “Answer me”. He shook his head. “No,she’s not”,he said while look on the ground. “Good”,she said with a smirk. “Lying on her.Do you think we can make she feel better?”. “At least this is the only thing that we can do”.

“Annyeong…”,she greet Son’s family politely as she arrived at Son’s resident. “Eunra…Finally…I miss you.It has been a long time since I meet you”,Mrs.Son said as she hugged Eunra tightly.That makes she miss her mother a lot and she feels touched. “Ummm…It has been a long time since we meet each other.How are you now?”,she asked. “You probably know about me from Dongwoon already.I will…”. “Eomma enough.I told you nothing will be worst.You’re going to live for last long”,Dongwoon said as he cut Mrs.Son. “Unnie!!! I miss you!!”,Hyuna said and hugged Eunra tightly. “Hyuna,you hugged her too tight”,Dongwoon said and smile. “Seems like you love Eunra unnie so much oppa.Okay…Mianhae”,Hyuna said and her words totally made Eunra and Dongwoon awkward.They just give a fake smile. “Dongwoon,take Eunra to living room first.I will prepare everything”,Mrs.Son said and head to the kitchen. “Umm,let me…”. “No need to Eunra.You are my special guest today”,Mrs.Son said honestly.

Eunra keep looking at her watch. “Do you have another plan today?”,Dongwoon asked her as she looked at the ‘busy-looking-at-watch-Eunra’. “Well,Taecyeon is back today.So…”. “I’m sorry”,Dongwoon said. “For what?”. “Yeah,because of me,you can’t go to see Taecyeon at airport.You must be a bit disappointed and so is him right?”,he said.She just nodded her head. “You are not going to call or text him?”,he asked.And now,she shook her head. “I don’t want him or the others ask me this and that.I just couldn’t find any answer to their question”,she said and sighed. “I just born to bring a saga in your life”,Dongwoon said. “Nah,don’t think like that.It just…Everything has happened already”,she replied him. “And how about you?Will you tell him about us?’,Dongwoon asked her.She sighed again. “That’s the problem now.Whether I should tell him or not.Or..Just keep this a secret between us”,she explained. “You seems like so many things to talk about”,Mrs.Son who come out from the kitchen with Hyuna approach them.

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Meanwhile,Wooyoung,Seulmi and the others already at airport to pick Taecyeon at the airport. “Seulmi nuna,where’s Eunra nuna?”,Chansung asked curiously. “I don’t even know.She do text me but she just said something has come up.She really need to cover it up but don’t ask me what it is.I don’t know”,Seulmi said. “Taecyeon oppa must be a bit sad”,Younin said. “Taecyeonnie!!!”,Onew suddenly yelled.They look around and saw a tall figure wave at them. “Annyeong…Whoa,I miss all of you already”,he said as he looked at them one by one. “Taec,I want my dried mango!”,Jay said while checking Taecyeon here and there. “And where’s my Eunra?”,taecyeon asked curiously. “Something has come up.She need to solve it.By the way,give us dried mango,Taec”,Wooyoung said and officially joined Jaebum. “Even Wooyoung…”,Seulmi said and shake her head. “So how’s your family there?”,Nichkhun asked him. “They’re okay.But I miss Korea…”. “And Eunra”,all of them said and unison.He stunned then smile. “Who not…”

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“So,it’s time for me to go back.Thanks for everything ahjumma”,Eunra said politely. “Do come here often Eunra.It’ll be a pleasure for me”,Mrs.Son said. “Yeah unnie.Do come here.Not only eomma and me but Dongwoon oppa will miss you too”,Hyuna said with her naughty smile.Eunra and Dongwoon looked at each other awkwardly. “We can meet at school you whiny”,Dongwoon said and smacked Hyuna’s head. “Eomma,I go to send Eunra to the gate first”,Dongwoon said and Mrs.Son just nodded.Once when they reach the gate,Dongwoon talked something to her. “Your acting skill is not that bad at all.Congratulations”,he said with a smile.She smiled too. “All thanks to you.Okay,I need to go now”. “Need me to send you home?”,he asked and she shook. “Yeah,Taec is waiting.I forgot.Thanks for all but still sorry”,he said honestly. “It’s okay but remember that I do this for your mother only”.

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Do I really dare to hurt Taecyeon?
Do I really dare to leave Taecyeon just like that?
Do I really dare to hurt Hyomin when she knows that I will clash with Taec?
What will the others feel about this?
Will they mad at me likes crazy?
Will the whole school hate me if they know I’m ‘cheating on Taec?
Will one of them will come and comfort me?
Can I live without Taec after this?
And who is my true destined love?

A countless question appear in Eunra’s mind.She walked to a place with a daze in her heart. “Unnie!!!”,someone shouted to her,. “Hey Hyomin!!OMG,I miss you”,she said and hugged Hyomin then bring her to the nearest bench. “Where is Taecyeon oppa?”,the little girl asked her. “He’s at home.He just got back from State so he was tired nod he’s resting at home now.Seems like you only miss Taecyeon oppa”,Eunra said while pretend to be sulking. “Unnie…No,it just…Nothing.I love both of you equally”. “But will you hate me if I’m not with Taecyeon oppa anymore?”,she asked Hyomin. “What do you mean?”,the girl asked. “Yeah,if I will break up with him and not his girlfriend anymore.Will you hate me?”. “I can’t accept it that easy unnie.I will be super disappointed.But I don’t think I can see the end of both of you.I will…” . “You start it again.No,you will not die.The key for someone’s life is their spirit.And you should keep your spirit and I promised you I’ll invite you when I’m married and I will take care of you Minnie”,Eunra said with her almost-teary-eyes as she cut Hyomin. “Thanks unnie.You are so kind hearted”,Hyomin said and smile.Eunra look into her eyes and have a mixed feeling.

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“Annyeong…”,Eunra said as she enter her house.She get no respond.The light is still on but no one answer her.She head to the living room and see someone sleep on the couch. “Taec…”,she called for him slowly.Still no respond from him.She sit beside the couch and stare at Taecyeon’s sleeping face like how the first time she saw Taecyeon sleep before.Her heart beat fast as she saw his face.She feel touched.She realized that she might not the best for him. “Eunra…”,Taecyeon’s mouth stuttered her name.She shocked. “Yes Taec…”. Then Taecyeon wake up as soon as he hear her voice. “Oh shikshin.I’m waiting for you like forever.Where did you go?”,he asked concernedly. “To my friend house.No worry.Nothing serious”,she said with a smile. “I have…” . “I’m tire Taec.Can we continue on other day?”,she said as her heart is hurt to say that.God knows how she really want to spent a time with Taecyeon.He nodded. “Okay,you even looked super tired.I go to bed first”,he said and walked into his room. “He must be offend”,her heart speak up. “Taec…”,she called him as she hold his hand. “I’m so sorry if I have to make you hurt”,she said slowly but enough for Taecyeon to hear it. “What do you mean?Hey,I understand you shikshin.You are tired and so am I.We’ll spend our time together tomorrow or another day.Don’t worry.Go and have your rest shikshin”,he said honestly and smile.

“I do said I’m sorry if I have to make you hurt Taec…I have to…”,she said as Taecyeon enter his room.

A/N : Save!Save!Save!OMG..Finally I have finished this chapter..I am so mad when this laptop act violent towards me..All my stuff was/were/is/are missing and will not coming back..My pics,vids,ff, i did said ALL right?Then ALL...How good..*shakes head,cry in corner*..Sorry for this horrible chapter everyone but seriously I faint like 2893747539587823748 times when I write this chap seriously..rofl..Shorry-shawty again everyone..*hide behind the wall* See you in next chap..Comments are/is love as usual..xD