Thursday, June 10, 2010

.::Chapter 49::. Star

          “Shikshin ah!Can you tell me who is being insert to this hospital and who is sick now?One of us?Male or female?Our classmate?”,Key keep asking her non-stop but she just ignore him.She run to the information counter. “Annyeong.Umm,can I know the room with the patient named Park Hyomin?I need to see her.Please be quickly”,she said in rush but yet still nice to hear. “Park Hyomin?who is she?Our new student?Or your new friend?”,he keep asking again.He makes Eunra feel kinda annoyed. “Kim Kibum.You’ll know her when we go to her room.Be patience can you?”,she said at him. “Miss,she is in room 571.You can go straight and go to the left”,the nurse said and point to her the way.After thanked the nurse,Key and Eunra rushed to the room.

          “Hyomin!”,she said as she opened the door.She can see a weak little girl lay on the bed.She looked so weak.Weak to do everything.That girl just smile at her. “Unnie…You’re here”,she said weakly.Eunra walked closely to the girl. “Shhh…Don’t talk much.You’re sick”,she said slow and softly to her. “Don’t call me sick.I’m okay”,Hyomin said again.Eunra can see Hyomin’s hair decreasing,effect from her therapy. “Shikshin,so this is Park Hyomin?”,Key whispered slowly into Eunra’s ear.She nodded. “Oh Hyomin.Let me introduce you my very best friend.Kibum oppa.I know him since I’m 3 years old.He’s like my mother already.He advice me a lot”,Eunra introduced Kibum to her. “Annyeong little girl.I’m Kibum oppa.You can even call me Key oppa”. “And only a special person can call him as Key.Means you are special to him”,she said nicely. “Can I be Key oppa’s friend too?Like Eunra unnie?”,she said to Key.The boy nodded. “But I will di…”. “I told you don’t talked like that right?You’ve promise me”. “But look at me unnie.What can I do with this condition?No one can save me since no one knows my family”,Hyomin said almost crying.Suddenly Key interrupted, “Hey Hyomin,my mother always said,if we want to live long,we need to have a strong spirit.No matter how weak,how sick we are,if we have a spirit,it’ll help us to live”,Kibum said and hold her hand. “Gomawo oppa.You are so nice.Oh,where is Taecyeon oppa?”,she asked them.Eunra and Key looked at each other.The shikshin’s face expression immediately change.She let go a heavy sigh. “Umm,he is not here.He’s at Boston.He has some family problem to be settled”,Eunra lying to her. “Something happened between 2 of you?”,Hyomin asked. “And will he come back?”,she asked again.Key and Eunra can’t help but freezed and looked at each other.Eunra shook her head. “Nothing happened and maybe he will come back”.

           “Shikshin ah..Are you crazy much?”,Key asked her while go to the hospital cafeteria. “Crazy for what?”,she asked confusedly. “For lying her.I mean about Taecyeon.You know,I know,we all know that Taec will not come back in the mean time.No.Did you see her condition?What if a week later she’s begging you to meet Taec?”,Key said until they arrived at the café.Eunra just keep quiet.They go to buy a drink and take a sit. “Learn from the past mistake shikshin”,Key said and look into her eyes. “What do you mean?”,she asked him. “Look.You have lost Taec because of lying.You didn’t tell him about you and Dongwoon and the engagement.Now you want to lose Hyomin because of lying her about Taec?I don’t dare to see her like that shikshin.If she knows that you’re lying…”. “What?”. “People that are sick,can’t be under depression.Like Woonie’s mother”,he said.Eunra just keep quiet.She thinks about Key’s word. “She’s a nice girl.She’s very nice.From her eyes,I can see how much she loves Taec and you.Just told her that Taec has go back to Boston and maybe not coming back.Then we can lie her about the reason behind that”,he suggested. “Isn’t that lie?”,she asked back. “The important thing is,she know that Taecyeon will not be here in the mean time.I bet she really wants to meet Taec.Believe me,she’ll ask you to bring Taec along”,Key said and finished his drink. “Let’s go back to her room”,Eunra tell him.

          When Eunra and Key are on their way to Hyomin’s room,suddenly a nurse accidently hit Eunra nurse. “Ah…Mianhae…”,the nurse said and rushed to a room,following a doctor and 2 more nurses. “Ah,kwenchana…”,Eunra replied back. “Eunra…”,Key said and touch Eunra’s shoulder. “Wae?”. “They’re entering Hyomin’s room”,Key said while his eyes still stick on Hyomin’s room. “Bwoh??!Yah Kibum ah,let’s go  there!!”,Eunra run and pulled Key’s hand.They arrived there and see the doctor and nurse do something to Hyomin.They go to Mrs.Kim. “Ahjumma…What’s wrong with her?”,Eunra asked worriedly. “I don’t know,she’s suddenly lack of oxygen.She’s become so weak.I…”,Mrs.Kim said and crying while Eunra hold her back. “Eomma…Appa…”,the little girl said.Both Mr and Mrs Kim go to her.They talked this and that. “Unnie…Eunra unnie…”,she called Eunra. “Wae?”,Eunra talked slowly at her ear. “It’s my time…”,Hyomin said weakly.Eunra immediately crying after hear that.She shook her head. “No,you’ll be strong.Hyomin,you will have your time”,she said while sobbing. “Unnie,can I asked you a favor?”,the girl asked.Eunra nodded. “Can you call Taecyeon oppa for me?”,she said.Eunra stunned and same goes to Key who hear that.Eunra looked at Key. “Wait”.Then,she pulled Key. “How I’m going to do?”,Eunra asked while crying. “I told you right?No worry.Let’s try”,he said. “You know I never reach him since he back.Never Key.Never”,she said.But Key already take out his Blackberry to call Taecyeon.Eunra looked at him weirdly.Key can’t reach Taecyeon.He look into his phone,try to connect with net. “Darn!”,he said in heart. “You act like you can reach him before”. “I’m failed”,he said. “Eunra…Kibum…”,suddenly Mrs.Kim called them with a dull face and a lot of tears come out. “Hyomin….”. Eunra and Key enter the room.The looked at the machine.Hyomin’s heartbeat turned to zero.Zero.Eunra closed her mouth with her hand.Key widened hid eyes.He walked towards Eunra and hugged her tightly.She cried like forever in Key’s hug. “Just be strong.She’s looking at you right now”. “She’s gone.I have a lot of thing to say”,she said while sobbing.

  
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          After Hyomin’s funeral,all of them go back to Eunra’s house. “I’ll stay with her tonight”,Key said to them. “Mianhae Eunra.I can’t stay here.But I’ll come tomorrow”,Seulmi said and hold Eunra’s hand. “Um,same with us.Mianhae unnie”,Haejin said and Younin nodded too. “Ah,kwenchana.Key is already here.And even if Key is not here,I can take care of my self”,Eunra said. “But you’ll cry like forever.I don’t like it”,Jaebum said. “Ahh,aniyo oppa.But thanks for care about me”,she said. “Ah,Junho and me will follow Key”,Nichkhun said to them. “Shikshin ah,just stay strong.If you have something,just share with us”,Onew said and patted her back.She nodded. “Ne nuna.If you’re hungry,just call me.I can accompany you to eat and eat with you”,Chansung said with his innocent look.Eunra smile a bit.But then,Jaebum smacked his head. “Okay,we gotta go first,Khun,Ho and Key,I’ll trust 3 of you to take care of her.If anything happen,you’ll face my sweetie”,Wooyoung said and hold Seulmi. “Gomawo everyone.Be careful”,Eunra said and send them to the door. For dinner,I’ll…”. “We’ll cook for us”,Key said and drag Khun and Junho to kitchen. “Just don’t report yourself.I don’t have…”. “You must eat Lee Eunra”,Junho said and widened his eyes at her. “Drink this first”,Khun said and passes her a glass of orange juice.She just smile looking at 3 of them.After have done everything,Nichkhun,Junho and Key sleep in the living room.Eunra still can’t sleep in her room. “Why is everyone that I love want to leave me?What’s my sin?Just because I’m lying?Isn’t that too cruel?”,her heart speak.The windy night attract her to go out.She go out from her room. “Aish…How can they sleep here?”,Eunra said while passes the living room.She takes the blankets and wrap Khun,Key and Junho.She just smile seeing them.She take her white sneakers and go out quietly by just wearing a hoodie,a short and her glasses, without 3 of them know.

          She walked and walked randomly by herself.She stopped at a park.She sit at the bench there.On the windy-cold night,the star sparkling in the sky.She’s the only person that sit there.She feels the peace.Her eyes become teary after remembering everything.Taecyeon and her,Hyomin and her.It just bring a tears to her. “Who knows that knowing both of you is one of the sweetest memory in my life?”,she talked alone.Then she remembered Hyomin’s word.

 “Unnie,you know what.People say,even if the person that we love has died,they’re still watching us.You know how?They’ll be the star.They’ll watch us as the star.The star that will spark your life.And if I die one day,if I’m not here anymore and if you miss me,just look at the star.The biggest and most sparkling star is me and I’ll watch eomma,appa,you and Taecyeon oppa”.

          Eunra lift her head to the sky.She can see the big and sparkilng star. “Is that you Minnie?”,she asked herself.The star keep sparkling.She still keep looking at the star.”That is you right?”,she talked again. “Did you see me here?And did you see….Your Taecyeon oppa?”

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